i am doutful that this post will be very long
i also am unsure what i would like to write about

several of you have followed the journey of me practicing my heart out to make the golf team at columbus state...which i have successfully done


i have played and played and played...and played

and here i am exactly 5 days of work and 6 days from leaving for camp thinking...maybe not

maybe this fall in columbus isnt what God has for me...


i mean i made it yea...and maybe its just one of those i got what i wanted and now i dont want it anymore things...because that is so very kate classic as im learning...


maybe its because things at chick fil a are going so very very very well for me right now...


maybe its that little girl that doesnt want to leave her parents


maybe its the girl thats growing up and is finding more and more that maybe settling in with some roots wouldnt hurt...


i dont know what it is

but something just doesnt feel right about the fall

im scared out of my mind to say that to anyone but this screen, but its so freaking true
i hate letting people down, i hate letting myself down...and i feel like both happen if i back out now, but this fall...just doesnt feel like it should be


im very much wandering through a desert of questions right now but thats life right?

i hope that life for you, wherever that is and whatever that looks like is being lived with integrity and excitement...


i know its easy to get bogged down in the mundane daily tasks that become so normal and boring...but remember that your Father is in those too...just as much as He is in the blind man being healed in the third world countries

life is good today...but Life is good everyday...

i pray for authenticity and genuity for you wherever you are right now
i pray for answers and clarity with a peace that overwhelms your soul
i pray that love would drench your spirit like the rain after a drought in the summer
i pray you would live worthy of the calling you have recieved
i pray that you would draw closer to the heart of your Savior today then yesterday
i pray these for you because i long for them for me

my words are few and far between the last few weeks...but i serve a Loving Savior who speaks as loudly in silence as He does in a crowd

i hope youre week is awesome...and if it isnt, go grab a chick fil a sandwich, a milkshake, and have some time in outside just enjoying your Creator...it will almost definitely make things better...even if you dont have the sandwich and the milkshake